A Life with the Teenage Drama King

Depression...

2005-09-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

6 units of failure...

"It's not the end of the world"... But you ended my dreams of being in the Honor Roll...

What will I do?

Sitting down in the darkness... With no light shining down...

It's depression, I see

I don't want to be alone...

I need your touch... I need your voice...

Just to keep me company...

The greens are wilting in my hands... I can't stand it...

Someone, please help me... I'm drowning with fear, loneliness...

Releasing the pain that's inside... I can't let go...

Please HELP ME!!!!!!!

Walang magawa...

2005-07-22T00:39:00.000+08:00

Just posting here! hehehe :)

To be or not to be...

2005-07-11T00:10:00.000+08:00

THAT IS THE QUESTION!!!

I have heard so many buzzes in the television and on the radio about the resignation of President Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo, and it is because of the CD of her converstion with a COMELEC official.

I'm not taking sides, but for me, the best thing to do is to take into a peaceful and orderly procedure on the grievance case. I'm thinking more on not resigning, because, come to think of it: WHO IS MORE DESERVING THAN GLORIA, IF SHE RESIGNS?

Raul Roco - he is now sick
Susan Roces - hahahaha! be serious...
Loren Legarda - the "balimbing"?
Noli de Castro - hahahahaha! be serious again...

Sorry, but I have to be truthful: we FILIPINOS should do something. We became more trusted in People Power. Should we have to go on and on? PURO NA LANG BA TAYO SALITA, AT WALA SA GAWA? KAYA NARARAMDAMAN KO NA HINDI UMUUNLAD ANG PILIPINAS!!!! TAYO ANG GUMAGAWA NG ATING PROBLEMA SA BANSA!!!!

Sana po'y hindi ito nakasasama nang loob sa mga pro-resignation. Pero ito lang ang nararamdaman ko. I respect you all, however, we should do this in the right procedure.

I'm not Alone...

2005-06-28T07:25:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I feel that I am alone...

Nothing to talk to...

Just the four walls of my room...

Listening...

Reading...

Sleeping...

But you were there on the other side...

Looking at me...

Smiling...

I don't know what you're up to...

You came nearer and nearer...

You whispered...

"I am here at your side"...

I'm not alone anymore...

My tears of joy show...

I'm thankful You're here... :')

I'm back... again

2005-06-20T21:08:00.001+08:00

Long time, no talk, my trustworthy blog of mine :)

Well, have to do something for my whole life... ACADEMICS, EXTRA-CURRICULARS, FAMILY, FRIENDS... THIS IS ONE HELL OF A LIFE... But I'm lovin' it.

My Resentment

2005-05-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

*sigh*

How time flies...

1st Resentment:

Last month (April 22 to 24), we had our Leadership Excellence and Dynamism (LEaD). I already met so many friends (kasama na rin ang mga matagal ko nang kakilala, like Glaisa, JM, Dandi, Jaine, Dax, Aizza, Tin Mejia, Nadia, Ms. Izel, Ms. Eve, and Bro. Ceci)

Syempre, ibabanggit ko sila (dahil friends :D):
Gold, Sim, Ma, Karlo, Gian, Tacky, Marlon, JV, Jamie, Josh, Joanne, Pane, Mark Suntay, Yaba, Gretchen, Karen, Leo So, Norman, Raul, Kris, Charl (or Chari :D), Boom, Em, Arriane and many to mention (text niyo ako kung hindi ko kayo naisali :D)

Resentment: 1) ang ganda ng Microtel (sana punta ulit tayo :D); 2) ang sarap ng adobo flakes (ayaw ng iba, pero gusto ko); 3) Lovers in Paris (because of Director/Producer/Art Director/Voice Director Glais); 4) Gold's Gym!!! (it's Gold in here.... hehehe :D); 5) kulang sa time ng pagsasama :D

2nd Resentment:

Last week (April 29 to May 2), we had our CB Seminar in Antipolo. Mas marami na akong nakilala. Dito rin nabuo ang isa sa mga pinakabonggang alliance ng COS... ang Alliance of Science Organizations, or ASO!!! after nito, nabuo din ang groupo ng mga masasayang CSOers (dahil sa Music Room, Lamay, How Many Leaves are Falling?, Shoemart, etc. :D)

Resentment: 1) heated discussion sa ARW; 2) ang banyo (no need to explain); 3) ang egg-catching :D; 4) ang pagiging CB Hunk at Bibbo Kid :P; 5) ang drayber ng bus (nakakahilo, pero buti lang nakaraos din :D)

3rd Resentment:

Ngayong week, aalis ako for Canada. Kahapon (May 12), ipinamigay na namin sa mga mga kamag-anak namin ang 7-year old naming aso. Ngayon, naibenta na ang van at bahay namin. Ako, nasa dorm na. Nakakalungkot man sabihin, pero totoo.

Resentment: 1) wala na akong ka-hug na dog; 2) Ang pinagmamaneho kong van na pinapraktisan ko ay wala na rin; 3) ang pagkabenta ng aming bahay kung saan ako lumaki; 4) wala akong kausap sa dorm (mag-isa kasi ako); 5) sa Laffline, hindi namin nakita si Ethel Booba :((... :))

*sigh* How time flies... So many changes in life...

My resentments for this month...

to my friends, relatives and blockmates: see you on May 24! :D I'll be back :D

It's Hard to Be...

2005-04-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

Well, this is my last blog for this month...

I am still anticipating for the "one-week vacation" to Canada, even though it is hard to be the president.

However, there is someone who is supporting me...

Last week, we had our LEaD (Leadership Excellence and Dynamism) in Tarlac. I don't have pictures of our LEaD, but through stories of my friends, I feel that it lasts a lifetime. I had so much fun, and more experience. I also build more friendships from different orgs (I'm so happy!!!).

However, after LEaD, it's back to work (AAAAARRRGH!!!). Still did the GOSM (Goals, Objectives, Strategies, Measures) and the COA (Calendar of Activities) for next school year. However, it was done just before the deadline! *sigh*

After submitting the documents, I am still bored (as in sobra!!!) gusto ko pang tumulong sa CSO and SC... I feel that my work is not enough.

Hehehe :) that's life :) It is hard to be... but it makes my life enlightening and fulfilling...

THANKS TO ALL!!!! :) :) YOU ROCK \m/

The 3rd Term is Over!

2005-04-13T19:52:00.000+08:00

Well, at last, 3rd term is really over. No more tests to take, no more equations to solve.

However, my work is not yet over. I still have to work for Math Circle.

Summer GOSM - GOSM during the summer. Bakit pa kailangan nito?
Constitution - few adjustments na lang... pero ang hirap magbigay ng duties and responsibilities.
GOSM - the GOSM for the entire year.

As of now, we have to make the Constitution and GOSM. Grabe... ang dami palang trabaho..

I have to finish this before I leave for vacation.

*sigh*

Tapos ilan pang internal problems. Sana ma-solve na ito ASAP :(

God, please help me... *sigh*

Well, good luck for me...

3 More to Go

2005-04-06T17:37:00.000+08:00

COMPUTER PROGRAMMING - DONE
NUMERICAL ANALYSIS - DONE

3 MORE TO GO... MALAPIT NA ANG SUMMER NAMIN!!!!

Ang kailangan pa:
DATA STRUCTURES AND ALGORITHMS
DIFFERENTIAL EQUATIONS
LINEAR PROGRAMMING

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*sigh*

sigh 1 Quiz, 1 MP Defense, and 5 Final Exams to go...

2005-03-31T20:08:00.000+08:00

You Are 19 Years Old

19

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Walang magawa

2005-03-27T19:57:00.000+08:00

Just trying out for fun

Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

WOW!

2005-03-26T20:56:00.000+08:00

Ang ganda na ng bagong YAHOO!Groups site!

Wala lang! hehehehe! :)

Holy Days

2005-03-25T20:13:00.000+08:00

*sigh*

Doing my "penitensya" this holy day. My head aches with 2 machine projects (both C++ and Java)... but at least I have done my part.

*sigh*

with 2 test this coming Monday, I have no time to waste.

But now, I need to relax, and watch the VILMA SANTOS HOLY DAYS MOVIE MARATHON in ABS-CBN.
Yesterday (HOLY THURSDAY), I watched "Bata, Bata, Paano Ka Ginawa?", and right now, I'm watching "Dekada '70". Then tomorrow, "Anak". But on Easter Sunday, it will be "Mano Po 1". Sana ginawa na nilang "Mano Po 3" since lahat naman eh puro VILMA SANTOS. Hehehe :) Hindi ba maaasar ang mga NORANIANS diyan? :D

Hekhekhek.

But, I will never forget the time when Jesus died for us. This is my time to reflect on our sins and to forgive it. Don't forget to pray, everyone!!

*wink, wink* :D

My Exercise....

2005-03-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

Well, for this year, I had my first exercise (and I mean exercise!). Nakakapagod pala ang Frisbee...

Sayang, I do not have any pics. I hope after I went back from Canada, I will have my own digital camera. Hahahahaha :)

Well, that's it.

2 Machine Projects, 4 Quizzes, 1 Final Project, 2 Oral Defenses, and 5 Final Exams to go before my vacation starts :) hehehe :)

And my time starts NOW!!!

Thank You Lord...

2005-03-13T15:35:00.000+08:00

My gosh... Buti lang naabutan ko itong panahon na ito sa La Salle...

TAPAT SWEEPS THE EXECUTIVE BOARD POSITIONS FOR THE 6TH TIME!!!!

President - Army PADILLA.
Vice-President for Acitivites - Oliver TO.
Vice-President for Activities - Simoun FERRER.
Vice-President for Operations - Andrea GO.
Executive Secretary - Kate LIM.
Executive Treasurer - Mito DIZON.

Syempre... Hindi magpapatalo ang mga College Assembly Presidents ng TAPAT!!!

College of Business of Economics - Cara SUAREZ.
College of Computer Studies - Don COVAR.
College of Education - Jessica GALLEGOS.
College of Liberal Arts - Melai LAZARO.
College of Science - Edz MENDOZA.

20 Years of Tapat Service... United by Sincerity... Driven by Service... Guided by Faith... TAPAT LEADERS IN A NEW GENERATION...

NAIBALIK NA ANG DAPAT!!!!

Sa lahat ng mga bumoto... MARAMING MARAMING SALAMAT SA INYO!!

Sa mga kandidato ng Tapat: We have our ups and downs... Huwag natin silang pababayaan! Tuloy-Tuloy tayong magbigay ng mga magagandang serbisyo para sa mga Lasalyano, at para sa ating Inang Bayan!

FOR A JUST AND FREE SOCIETY!!!!!

Amazing Race 6 is through, and another one comes...

2005-02-16T20:36:00.000+08:00

Well, the Amazing Race 7 will start on March.. And as I see, some things are different from the other Amazing Races that we have seen. Let's start.

Brian and Greg - well, just one of the things we usually see in the ARs. However, they are not twins. They, Brian is the "big brother". It seems that we could see some "brother rivals" in here.

Debbi and Monica - "lifelong friends"... WOW, that's new... we see "best friends" in the ARs, but this is different. Are their friendships going to be "lifelong"? Oh, well... this is a test of friendships and bonds.

Lynn and Alex - another type of relationship... "boyfriends"... We missed the relationship of Reichen and Chip. Let's see if who's going to propose to who when (and IF) they get eliminated (just like Hayden and Aaron in the finale). Hmmmm....

Megan and Heidi - roommates... but one's a full-time mother... hmmm... they both have the same interests in style... more like the 70's type of look...

Meredith and Gretchen - the only old couple in the AR7. Let's see if they could finish in the final 3, like Teri and Ian.

Ray and Deana - Whoa! "Dating on and off"... Is he/she dating other women/men? This is another odd relationship.

Rob and Amber - MY GOSH!! THEY'RE BACK AGAIN! What have they done to the million dollars? They should not only use that for their wedding, but for travelling! Why do they have to compete again for one million dollars? They are real addicts of reality TV. (for those who do not know them, you should really watch the previous shows of Survivor).

Ron and Kelly - this one's a good one. Ron is actually a POW in the Iraqi war. A survivor. This couple is the one that I'm eyeing for the grand prize. They are both serving for the government (Kelly is a Legislative correspondent).

Ryan and Chuck - "best friends"... nothing to say about it.

Susan and Patrick - if we have seen mother-and-daughter, father-and-son, and father-and-daughter tandems, I think this is the first time that there is a mother-and-son tandem in AR. Mama's boy? I think not.

Uchenna and Joyce - last couple, and married. This is really a test of relationship. I hope their marriage last after this race.

Well, that's it... However, this is ONLY MY OPINION... Don't ever use it for bad things...

In the Philippines, my hunch is that it will start on March 3 on Studio 23 or in AXN-Asia.

I hope I will not miss it (even if I go to Canada in April).

PS: Thank goodness, I learn how to embed links in these things! *whew*

Just Another Bland Blogger

2005-02-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

Just want to share something:

The Coca-Cola jingle that we see on television came from a UK version. It is called "I Wish". (Thanks, Steph Wong! :D) According to the blog journals, it was shown last March of 2004 (so, sobrang tagal na pala nito!). It was a good song... It came from the song "I Wish I Knew How It Would Feel To Be Free", popularized by Nina Simone in 1967, composed by Richard Lamb and William Taylor.

This is the link:
http://www.coca-cola.co.uk/accessibility-version/video.asp?category=0&subcat=3&slot=0&link=/ads/ad_iwish.html&section=&title=&video=I%20WISH

Here is the lyrics of the song:
I wish I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish I could break all the chains holding me
I wish I could say all the things that I should say
say 'em loud, say 'em clear
for the whole round world to hear.

I wish I could share all the love that's in my heart
remove all the bars that keep us apart
I wish that I could say all the things that I should say
say 'em loud, say 'em clear
for the whole round world to hear.

I wish I could give all I'm longing to give
I wish I could live like I'm longing to live
I wish that I could do all the things that I can do
though I'm way overdue I'd be starting anew.

I wish you could know what it means to be me
Then you'd see and agree
that every man should be free.

Well I wish I could be like a bird in the sky
how sweet it would be if I found I could fly
Oh I'd soar to the sun and look down at the sea
and I'd sing cos I'd know thatI'd know how it feels to be free

Sobrang ganda!

DALICCMA

2005-02-04T21:15:00.000+08:00

Well, last January 28 to 30, we had the 1st National Lasallian Ecocamp 2005 in Los Banos, Laguna

Syempre, I want to make the Lasallians proud by making a fool out of myself (ganun ba?) and syempre, contribute some ideas for the betterment of the Philippine Ecosystem.

Syempre, di rin mawawala yung isa sa mga (pinakapasaway, ngunit pinaka-cool) na groups ng Ecocamp. Yup, if you guessed "DALICCMA", tama kayo :) BIEL, ARIANNE, TETET, NADIR, SALVE, YNAH, ROY, FROI, SJON... Ang pinakakwela, at parating nangunguna sa lahat.

Kwento lang... grabe yung mga profs. Noong nakapila ako sa mess hall, nilapitan ako ng isang nagngangalang "Dr. P" at sinabi sa akin, "talikod ka!". Nang tumalikod ako, sinabi niya kay Ate Heidz, isang kasamahan sa DLS Lipa, "aren't you envy at this BUTT!?" My gosh! They loved my JLO BUTT!!!

Wala lang...

More to come next time :) byers :)

PS Ayan, arianne, may pinost na ako :) hehehe :)

Well...

2005-01-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

Since wala ring magawa today, tinitignan ko na rin yung ibang quizzes dito sa site na ito. Ito naman ang na-discover ko about me...

You're Anne of Green Gables!
by L.M. Montgomery
Bright, chipper, vivid, but with the emotional fortitude of cottagecheese, you make quite an impression on everyone you meet. You're impulsive, rash,honest, and probably don't have a great relationship with your parents. People hurtyour feelings constantly, but your brazen honestly doesn't exactly treat others withkid gloves. Ultimately, though, you win the hearts and minds of everyone that matters.You spell your name with an E and you want everyone to know about it.
Take the Book Quizat the Blue Pyramid.

HAPPY NEW YEAR SA INYONG LAHAT!!!! (BELATED!!!)

Nakakagulat!!

2005-01-02T21:26:00.001+08:00

New Year... NEW POST!!!

As a start, I can't belive that THIS is my type of country!!!

You're Vatican City!
You're pretty sure that you're infallible in all that you do or say, and it's hard to say whether you're right. You have a lot of followers, most of whom will do whatever you say without question, or line up to see you ride around in your spiffy car. Religious and reserved, you have some wisdom, but also a bit much contempt for everyone around you. You're also fabulously wealthy, no matter what you say to the contrary.
Takethe Country Quiz at the Blue Pyramid

So... HAPPY TOGETHER!!!

2004-12-27T17:00:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday, my family and I went to the movies to check out the "i think this is the blockbuster of 2004" movie "SO HAPPY TOGETHER"...

Well, what can I say about the movie? Just to give you something.. I will rate them by the number of stars (10 is the highest, 0 is the lowest)... Here it goes....

Kris Aquino - she's so very "kikay" as always... very gay-ish, but not the typical attitude that you see in "The Buzz". I don't really like the way she cries in the movie (looks like a faking cry)... But in fairness, she brings the the attention in the movie... 5 stars!!!

Eric Quizon - A superb performance... Not only does he portray a "gay" role, but he is passionate on the role that it was given to him... Galing!! 10 stars!!!!! :)

Jennylyn Mercado (tama ba spelling ng pangalan niya?)- Hay naku!! Okay sana siya... pero ang ginawa lang niya sa buong movie ay umiyak at yakapin si Kris... parang Teddy Bear na si Kris sa isang part kung saan yakap nang yakap si Jennylyn... Ewan ko ba... Acting ba iyon? 4 stars!!!!!

Mark Herras - grabe! parang ayaw pasalitain ng mga main characters ng pelikula itong mga Starstruck finalists... Pero, since malakas ang dating ng kapogian niya... 5 stars!!!

Yasmien Kurdi - eto ang medyo natatakpan ng dalawang magagaling sa Starstruck! nakita ko namang magaling ang performance niya... kahit pag-iyak, ok na siya sa akin... 5.5 stars!!!

Rainier Castillo - whenever i see him, i feel the insecurity that he will not perform well in the movie... Ang nakikita ko lang sa kanya na naaalala ko lang sa movie ay nung sinampal siya ni Jennylyn... Panliligaw and such, parang hindi gaanong kalakas ng imact... 4 stars!!!

Writer (Ricky Lee) - Sir, I bow down to you, because you did a great script for the movie!! The flashbacks, the narration of the main character... It gives so much energy!!!! 9 stars!!!!

Well, this is my opinion on the movie. The best thing you have to do is watch the movie.. But I suggest to watch this movie, kasi sobrang DRAMA naman ang buhay natin... lagyan naman natin ng KULAY ang damdamin natin... ang mga palabas kasi ngayon ay DRAMA at HORROR... Grabe!!!

That's all... see you!!!! :P

A Reflections of 2004 (and a DAY to go before Christmas)

2004-12-24T16:58:00.000+08:00

Well, 1 day to go before the Christmas day begins. This will be the last time that I will spend Christmas with my family here in the country that I love.

Next year, I'm here all alone in the Philippines. They will be there in the other part of the world, enjoying their WHITE CHRISTMAS. (Can you guess where?)

Well, this term, I did quite well... I got so many 2.0's and 2.5's... But I think it is not enough. I have so many problems in my major subjects (full of provings and makes me queezy!!)

I hope that next term would be a BIG BLAST for me... This is my TIME TO SHINE AGAIN!! (You make me shine... SHINE!! You keep my shining through!!!)

Misa de Gallo, Noche Buenas and Christmas Tassles

Well, since we are moving, no Christmas decorations in sight in our house. However, the Midnight Christmas dinner (NOCHE BUENA) still continues. We also had our Misa de Gallo since last Thursday :) I hope that this would give me good luck.

A short but full of insights...

Well, got to go.. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! :)

Long time, no see

2004-11-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

*sigh*

I was so busy this month... and I still get a low grade in some of the math subjects :((

Well, lately, I attended a seminar of dr. stephen covey... Sobrang galing niya...

He was talking about 7 effective habits on the family. Then, he showed to us a film about a former soccer player from Uruguay about his life after his knee injury. While I was watching it, one of his friends said: "Leadership is not about popularity."

For me, that is true. Leadership is not about being famous and all. It is how you touch people's hearts.

Well, that is all I can say... As for now, I need to get back to work *sigh*

SEE 'YA!!!

Why do they need...

2004-10-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

My laptop is already broken, but my parents want to fix MY LAPTOP'S MOTHERBOARD!!!!

My gosh, it's like putting youth hormones in a near-dying cow.

Can't they just buy me a new one, since the OLD and SECONDHAND's system board costs over PHP 50,000.00 (plus they will put Pentium 4 in it)!

Arggggh... Is there anything worst than that? :-<

Whatever Happened....

2004-10-27T18:18:00.000+08:00

Well, busy as usual... I had a big project in my hands...

However, within a month, I should do the sponsorships, all the requirements, but someone's making our project a success!! Arrgghh... so many things needed, so many things should submit.

Nakakainis talaga kapag maraming kailangang ibigay! Hindi ba nila alam kung ano ang ginagawa nila sa tao kapag sobra-sobra na ang hinihingi? MAGNANAKAW NA SILA!!! Pero hindi iyon pagnanakaw ng pera, kung hindi pagnanakaw ng dangal ng tao... Sobra sobra na ang hinihingi nila sa amin! Kailan pa ba ito matatapos? Kailan ba sila magbabago?

Grrrr....

My life as a nothing...

2004-10-20T21:45:00.000+08:00

Too bad they don't notice me...

But I notice them...

I see someone lurking down the halls of happiness...

They are, but I don't...

Giving the chance of something I've been deprived...

Something that they do not feel...

I feel the worries deep down in me...

Too bad they don't notice me anymore...

One time, they will see...

How inquisitive that I will be...

The clairvoyant that I'll be...

Maybe...

Maybe...

I will become the THE!!!

P.S.: This is just my feelings, kaya tinawag na online journal :) pero if you want to notice me, just see me around :P

P.P.S.: May foundation day ang aking Alma Mater (Claret, of course) this coming Oct. 22 to 24! Punta kayo, okay? hehehe :)

Damn It

2004-10-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

Just as I have the time of my life... I got the lowest grade that I ever got in my quizzes.

I just want to cry out loud.

Right now, I feel sick!

I just want to stay in bed.

GRRRRRR!!!!

I'm Back from the Grave...

2004-10-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

Well, it's the 4th week of the term... 8 weeks to go before the end of the term.

What the weeks had passed... Now it is time for the ever-so-deadly-exams... GRRRRRR!!!

With my laptop, it is still broken (with the hijacker-virus in my laptop, I cannot use it unless I have an external hard drive disk, which I will buy tommorow), and I need to consult the PC Doctors in DLSU or in SM Manila, if ever. Well, maybe "they" should get me a new laptop.

I have a secret to tell you... But I will say it on Christmas... It will be a surprise :) hekhekhek :)

PS
Clue: It has something to do with the birds :P

DO NOT LOOK AT THE WINDOWS...

2004-09-28T19:18:00.000+08:00

I haven't slept for days because of "Feng Shui". It's just because of the "biglaan" scenes in the movie that makes me scared, especially on Mang Nestor!!!

Last night, I had a semi-nightmare. I dreamt that I had been stabbed by an unknown person just because of doing nothing. Well, since I had told you my dream, it will not come true anymore (unless it would be a dejavu!!). I hope that it will never come true!!!

I have the midterm jitters!! I do not know why!!!

I think that's life! hehehehehehehehe

RARARARARA! RARARARARA!

2004-09-21T19:43:00.000+08:00

Since the start of the school year, I was so nervous on what to do! I have a lot of commitments, a lot of projects to do. However, this is my consequence. I need to manage my time in project planning, and how to manage in meeting people.

ADVERTISEMENT:
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BACK TO REALITY...
Well, that is all for now. I need to work on Y-Earth stuff. See 'ya all!! :) Add me to your Bloggers and Friendsters :)

Feng Shui... I WANT TO WATCH IT!!!!

2004-09-17T20:56:00.000+08:00

Many people are going gaga about "Feng Shui". I think Filipino movies are starting to have a great transition. From the primitive "barrio" and "engkanto" characters, this film gives the contemporary Filipino setting of horror. I want to watch the film, but I want to earn some money.

Well, 2nd term has just started (like I said), and I'm so nervous on the following weeks to come. *sigh* Isn't it too early to worry? I think I should. But, I should also reflect myself, and what I should do to increase my motivation to work hard.

*sigh* 11 weeks to go before the Christmas break! hehehe :-)

1st Day of the 2nd Term

2004-09-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

The 2nd term has just begun. I'm so nervous on what is going to happen on the next 12 weeks. I do not know what to do, what to think, and what to say.

COMMAT3 - same as always... less information... I'm still lost in the topic... aaaaarrrrgggghhhh....

MODEALG - the lesson has started, and then Dr. Rui called me. I couldn't speak, because I was too busy to write the notes. I do not know what to expect. Well... that's part of the lesson..

RELSTWO - I enjoyed Mr. Estonilo ! That is all I can say...

PHYMAT2 - I do not know if she will be a great lecturer or not... It is up to me to find out...

Well, there is still tomorrow...

JOURNAL ENDED

Insomnia is REALLY killing me!

2004-09-12T19:52:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep last night.

I do not know why.

Since Friday, I slept less than 3 hours. I don't know why I can't sleep.

Is it because I'm in love (shucks!! hehehe :) )? Or is because I'm not tired (full of energy!!!! PERKY PERKY PERKY!!!)

Well, I think I have lots of stored energy. I think tomorrow I could sleep tight (It's the start of the 2nd term :) )

I hope that I could sleep tight later :)

Ther drama king has high hopes for the future :)

You! You are meant to be free...

2004-09-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

Insomnia is killing me!

I can't think straight...

I need to worry next week, because it is the 1st day of classes for the 2nd term *sigh* Do I need to stay up and work, work, and work? duh! I don't feel so well.

Might as well chat right now...

2 days to go, and it is the start of classes!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Nothing really...

2004-09-09T15:56:00.000+08:00

LA SALLE SURVEY:
1. ANO'NG STUDENT NUMBER MO?
103 po :)

2. NAKAPASA KA BA OR WAITLISTED?
Pasado syempre :)

3. PANO MO NALAMAN ANG ENTANCE EXAM RESULT?
Kay Cameron (as in tumawag siya sa akin :) )

4. FIRST CHOICE MO BA ANG LASALLE?
Yup :) Actually, 2nd ko ang Ateneo, kasi malapit sa amin, pero hindi ko nagustuhan yung napasa kong course sa Ateneo

5. ALAM MO BA ANG DLSUCET SCORE MO?
Hindi eh :'(

6. ANO ANG FIRST CHOICE MO NA COURSE?
BS Mathematics

7. SECOND CHOICE?
BS Chemistry

8. ANO COURSE MO NGAYON?
BS Mathemtics with specialization in Computer Applications

9. MAY PLANO KA MAG-SHIFT?
Wala naman :)

10. CHINITO/CHINITA KA BA?
Yes, I am :)

11. TAGA-DLS Greenhills/ Zobel k ba?
Hindi nga eh :(

12. NAG-ENJOY KA BA SA SALIKSIK?
Uuuhhhh... next question please.

13. SAANG GATE KA PUMASOK NUNG FIRST DAY?
South Gate (malapit sa LRT station eh :) )

14. NAKAPAG-DORM KA NA BA?
Hindi nga eh... gusto ko nga eh :)

15. NAKA 0.0 KA NA BA?
Hindi pa! Horray for me!!!!

16. NAGKA-4.0?
Yes... many times (yabang ko noh! hehehe :) )

17. HIGHEST GRADE:
4.0

18. LOWEST:
1.5

19. WORST EXPERIENCE SA DLSU:
SC FE at GE; mga awayan at iyakan; less than 2.5 na GPA

20. LAGI KA BANG PUMAPASOK SA KLASE?
Not all the time (minsan nga late ako eh :) )

21. ANO'NG ORG MO?
Wait: TAPAT, Math Circle, College Assembly of Science, Lasallian Ambassadors, Air Heads Unite, other outside organizations

22. MAY SCHOLARSHIP KA BA?
Educational plan ako :)

23. ILANG UNITS NA ANG NAIPASA MO?
77 acad units (i think!)

24. NANGANGARAP KA BA NA MAG-CUM LAUDE?
Syempre naman :)

25. KELAN KA MAGTATAPOS?
1st term ng SY 2006-2007

26. FAVE TEACHER:
Ms. Rochelle Garcia (DEAL); Sir Rigs Ponsones (Math); Ms. Khriss Toto (Math); Ms. Roselle Berdin (SE); Mr. Ronda (PE); Mr. Asis (PE); Ms. Hope Lequido (PE)... yun lang :)

27. WORST TEACHER:
secret!!!

28. FAVE SUBJECT:
uuhhhh.... Math? and other science subjects

29. WORST SUBJECT:
PHYSICS!!!!!

30. FAVE LANDMARK SA DLSU:
Yuchengco, SJ, STRC, Sports Complex, Amphi, Central Plaza

31. BUILDING:
SJ and STRC

32. PABORITONG KAINAN:
Agno, Kaibigan, Aristo, Z2, McDo

34. ESTUDYANTE BA ANG BINABAYAD MO SA JEEP?
Halfway (5 pesos lang binibigay ko!)

35. LAGI KA BA SA LIB?
Sometimes

36. NAGPUNTA KA BA SA CLINIC NUNG MINSANG NAGKASAKIT KA?
Yes :)

37. MAY CRUSH KA BA SA CAMPUS?
secret!!!!

38. BF/GF?
secret!!!!

39. MAY BALAK KA BA MAG-MASTERS O MAG-PHD?
yup, pero not here! baka sa States na :)

40. ANU-ANO ANG MGA NAGING PE MO?
Softball, Ballroom, Table Tennis

41. KAMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOCK NYO?
Math 52... sabog na, pero close pa rin!!! :)

42. NAKAPANOOD KA NA BA NG GRADUATION SA LA SALLE?
Hindi pa

43. MEMORIZE MO BA ANG ALMA MATER SONG?
Yup! :)

44. MEMORIZE MO BA ANG REKTIKANO?
Yup! :)

45. E ANG BUMAKAYA?
Yup! :)

46. E ANG LASALLE SPELLING?
Yup! :)

47. MEMBER KA BA NG DLSU VARSITY TEAM?
Hindi

48. SINO ANG PABORITO MONG UAAP BASKETBALL PLAYER?
uuuuhhhhhhh.... next question please

49. NAKA-PERFECT KA NA BA NG EXAM?
yup!!! hehehe :)

50. ANO'NG AYAW MO SA FINALS WEEK?
yun bang nag-iiba ang focus mo sa exam (hal. Math, tapos Psychology!)

51. DITO KA BA NATUTONG UMINOM NG BEER OR ALAK, MANIGARILYO?
Hindi noh!

52. DITO KA BA NA-DEVIRGINIZE?
uuuuhhhhhhhh... next question please

53. ANO'NG GUSTO MO SA SCHOOL NATIN?
Maraming marami!!

54. ANO'NG AYAW MO?
Maraming marami din!!

55. BUMILI KA NA BA SA SHOP SA SPORTS COMPLEX?
Yup! :)

56. MAGANDA BA ID PIC MO?
Yup! :)

57. MAY GINAWA KA NA BANG ILLEGAL SA LOOB NG CAMPUS?
Wala noh!!!

58. NAKABILI KA NA BA NG GAMIT sa BOOKSTORE?
yup! :)

59. NAG-STARBUCKS KA NA BA SA TAFT?
Yup! :)

60. GUSTO MO BANG MAG ARAL ULI?
Depende kung hindi na ako tinatamad!!

Semi-Charmed Life

2004-09-08T17:33:00.000+08:00

What is happening in this world today?

Oil Price Hikes

Increase in PUV fares

Population Growth

Terrorism

Biosafety

My life...?

Is my life one of the world's problems? I think so...

Is that your problem too? I think so...

Just speaking my mind aloud!

REMINDER: Watch the Amazing Race 5 next week, because it will be here in Manila!!!!

Hekhekhekhek :)

Starstruck with Boredom

2004-09-07T19:42:00.000+08:00

Well, the boredom starts here.

Nothing to do... Just eat, sleep, watch, surf (then repeat times one million).

In a good way, I will gain weight.

In a bad way, i will get sick with so much boredom inside the house.

With so little money, I do not know what I will do... I cannot go around, just save.

*sigh*

I can't wait next week when the second term starts (because ofallowance).

Resting period...

2004-09-06T21:05:00.000+08:00

10

9

8

7

6

5

4

3

2

1

0

CHARING!!!!

Good mood again!

From a commercial:
"Anak, sayang ang miles!!"

Question: What is the relevance of this line to the PAL commercial?!?

The Drama King's Prayer

2004-09-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

Dear Lord,

This term has ended. I've made many mistakes, and do not prioritize things that I need to prioritize. I know that You have done so much things for me, but in return, I gave too little good things for you.

When I received my course cards, I remembered things that I did for the whole term:
Activities, activities, and more activities... GRRRRRRRRR!!!
But now, I'm thinking of other stuff that would help myself in balancing. I am now in the center of the seesaw. *sigh* Now, karma has been affecting my whole dramatic life.

Heavenly Father, I ask you for your forgiveness, because I prioritized so much in so many activities in school. I also hurt someone that is really close to me. Please, help me! Please do not leave me alone! I am fearless if you are always on my side.

In Jesus' name, I pray.

Amen

Note: This prayer really comes from the Drama King's heart. You know how karma does a lot of things to people.

So boring...

2004-09-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

My day is so miserable...

I'm inside the house the whole day...

Boredom really killed my happiness...

Do I need to shout it out loud...

I think not...

Heart's broken...

Guilt felt inside...

Misery's coming....

The drama king is starting to cry...

But will I start to cry? MAYBE NOT!!!!

I CAN DO THIS!!!!

NO MORE CRYING...

THE DRAMA KING WILL STAND UP AND RISE AGAIN!!

How Soon Will Be Over?

2004-09-03T18:11:00.000+08:00

*sigh*

The tragedy of the drama king has begun.
My laptop is broken...
My father is very mad at me because of a birthday greeting...
My grades are very low...

Does karma popped up at me instantly? Does that mean that there is something wrong in front of me?

But I think this is not my fate. There is a signal for me to work very hard. This drama king will not rest until I find a way to resolve these issues of mine. I will fight this instant karma.

Now, I resloved my laptop's problem.

Two more to go...

I will survive! You will see!

Park or Bovick?

2004-08-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

*sigh*

Nothing like a refreshing dose of sleep for the whole week (I hope)

Well, my life for next term will depend on the dreaded course card distribution on Thursday *sigh* *gasp*

Last Friday was a blast! I saw my friends again from my former high school, went out, talked, and planned for this weeks gimmick!

But, sadly, I got my laptop already... *sigh* my laptop is broken (forever!) *sigh*

At least someone will buy me one (I hope again!)

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FINALS WEEK IS OVER!!!

2004-08-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

After 4 exams,
After 4 days,
After 1 week,
The hell is over.

I do not know if I could get a good GPA. I do not know what is happening to myself. I go loco over my grades! I hope I do fine next term. It's getting harder and harder, but I keep stronger and stronger.

Well, now that I rest in peace (but not dead), I might as well anticipate the lessons, and work harder. *sigh*

Never give up until the ball game ends.

Is that from "The Cinderella Story"? I hope so...

"Let the rain fall down,... Let it wash away my sanity"

I feel loco! CRAZY!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

It's now over, hehehe :)

My gosh

2004-08-19T21:12:00.000+08:00

Finals week is just around the corner (or around the bush!) hehehe!

Well, I hope that I could do better this week.

Right now, I need help with my laptop! I cannot keep up with the economic crisis, because the parts of my broken laptop is very expensive! I cannot afford it (except the Diagnostic fee) HELP!!!

Well, that is all I think right now! The finals week is getting near! I need to study!

See 'ya!

I feel weak...

2004-08-12T21:07:00.000+08:00

I forgot to type my blog yesterday...

Busy, busy, busy...

Study, study, study...

PHYSICS ON THE LOOSE!!! AAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!

Don't Break my Heart...

2004-08-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

Why is my life like this?

This life is full of stress... too many projects, too many fulfillments, too many angry people!!!

Why don't they let me breathe for a while.. I'm suffocating with so many comments, so many insults.

Can someone help me with my problem?

I don't know what to do :'(

It could pass away, but it will still stay in my past :(

*sigh* the joy of being a sophomore student in DLSU

Rejoice, Rejoice!!

2004-08-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

HOOOOOORRRRAY!!!

My Machine Project is finished! After days of working in front of my mom's laptop (my laptop is broken, and all my important files are in my laptop :( ), I have finally made it! YES!!! SUCCESS!!!!

Earlier, it was the last visit to Camarin, the faraway place from our house! After 6 grueling Saturdays of hiking and finding the barangay hall to get to our tutees, it is finally over. However, I'm planning to go back, because I'm upset of the public school teachers who teach these children!! They do not know the meaning of PASSION of TEACHING!!!

Well, as I went home from Camarin, there was a heavy traffic! I have spent two hours from Camarin to QC inside the jeep because of that TRAFFIC! Grrrrr!!! But I have arrived at home safe, but not sound!

Well, drama and comedy over! Day close!

:P

The End is Near...

2004-08-06T21:05:00.000+08:00

The end is really near...

My machine project that is! Well, my head hurts because of this machine project of mine!

I hope I could finish it on time!

But once again, I haven't seen him for quite a time.. But I know he has paid his price. His batchmates will (hehehe)

Lately, I have seen The LaSallian, and the headline is about the Frosh Elections. Well, after 10 years of the S revolution, it is time for the T revolution.

But as I read the news, I read the article regarding one LA Rep who bashed the running batch rep. I do not know what is in his mind to do this doohickey to the frosh who is running. I think his credibility will loose. *sigh* The professionalism is getting weary for him.

Back to my reality, I feel sick! I hope that I could do this on time! I'm starting to feel weak because of the heavy load! I NEED HELP!!

But for now, I think positive ;P

And now, I go back to work! See 'ya! :D

Someone's gonna pay!!

2004-08-05T20:12:00.000+08:00

Hell day! Hell hour!

HEAD REALLY HURTS!!!

Math115 is a pain in the head. I really need to enroll to Power Memory to boost up my memory caches in my head. ;(( My head hurts!

Commat2 is also a pain. I really need one function to do my Machine Project... A pain in the head.

Killing me softly... with HIS words...

Behind the mask lies a depressed angel... Someone has to pay!!

I will hide his name... but you know who's who! Show up and tell the truth! You're guilty, and you know it!

He is watching you! HE is watching you!

How Soon is Now?

2004-08-05T12:45:00.000+08:00

6:30 am
Woke up... sensing that my hopes are starting to loose inside me... My computer just broke, my ankle was twisted..

At school...
Bad things happen as time goes by...
Realizing the backstabbing that I get from the other people...
Inflating his whole head... Ready to blow up with pride...

How soon is now?

I AM HUMAN AND I NEED TO BE LOVED... JUST LIKE ANYBODY ELSE DOES!

I have feelings, and they do not feel...
They make cuts that are invisible in the eye...
Time could heal, but the memories are not...
The depressing days of my life starts now...

I need someone who can comfort me..